Lusting After God
The word “lust” has been associated with sexual desires. However, to lust after something is simply to want something for yourself so much so that you would go through anything to get it. In the simplest form, lust simply TAKES. However, the first commandment we have from God is to Love God. Love always gives. It’s never about taking. Think about John 3:16; “For God so LOVED the world, that he GAVE his only begotten son…”
I have been convicted in my heart recently that I have been lusting after God. All I want is his blessings. All I want is to TAKE from him. All I want is to TAKE salvation. To TAKE redemption. To TAKE grace and mercy. To TAKE sanctification. To TAKE power. All I want is to TAKE his blessings. My heart is melting at the level of this revelation I feel God has given me. Even though my love towards him has been tainted with selfish desires he still, through his grace, shed light upon my heart.
I want to LOVE God. I don’t simply want to LUST after God. I want to GIVE God everything that I am. I want to GIVE God my best time. I want to GIVE God all of my adoration. I want to GIVE God my eyes, my mouth, my body, my heart. I NEED to GIVE God my will. No more TAKING. It is time to live a life of GIVING.